REALFREAK

I am totally a virgin and I wish I was not. All I think about is making it with a woman, any woman. My mind is racing all the time. I can not concentrate at work and whenever a girl passes by me my whole body shivers with need. It is hard to be an 30-year-old virgin. I know that all of my friends have done it more than once, but I can never seem to bring myself to go with a girl. If they seem to like me I can not breathe and all I want to do is get away from them. But once I do, all I can think about is what might have been.

I need an understanding woman. I have posted here so that some woman might take pity on me and rescue me from myself. I need to be forced into doing it. I just know that once I have done it I will be saved. I would be eternally grateful if someone would take me in hand. Since I have never done anything sexually, I do not have any diseases. I am willing to do anything you want me to and I promise that I would learn fast. I just need to get that first time out of the way, then I will be yours to do with what you wish. Thank you